{Bah, Stomach Bug}

UUGGHH!!  My tummy hurts so bad! I'm not sure what gave me the stomach bug but I can't keep food in me.  I've still gotta go to the store for some meds to see if that will help.  All the stores were closed when I left work last night.  I always feel bad leaving work but my stomach hurt too much and I'd rather do what I was doing in the comforts of my home with my soft TP (HaHa!!) than be at work. I'm scared to eat anything right now.  So, yesterday after I got off work I was texting with C and asked him if his section had to go to our 6pm meeting later in the day.  He said, "No, we are not in your 'chain of command'."  My response was, Ah and then, "Well that's good and gets rid of one of your excuses muahahaha ;)"  His response was just LOL. Ohhh yeah, I also found out he asked H a very personal question about mine and H's time together.  I was shocked.  Ha, I say I found out but C is the one who told me while he was drunk.  When I got home I sent him a text that basically said I was done with talking about H; that there were things about the whole situation that he (C) knows nothing about that makes me angry and that he just needed to get over it, that I was.  He called the next day and apologized for making me angry, that he didn't mean to.  He said he didn't even know why he brought it up other than just being drunk.  I said it was all good and it was.  I also got very jealous that night because an ex invited him over and he was gonna do it!  I asked him when we talked the next day if he hooked up with her and he SAID no, that he ended up just going home but a friend said that was guy speak for he did go over there.  Bah.  Oh well, we're not together.  It's funny because the friend invited the 2 of us together to play tennis with him and his wife.  I was like, you know we're NOT a couple despite all the hanging out we do so I can only speak for myself when I say, yes I would play tennis with you guys.

You know, it's funny.  I know that anyone in the world can read this blog but it makes me feel ten times better than just writing it down.  I'm ok with that.  I also know I only really talk about C but I can't help that.  He's on my mind more often than not.  I look forward to his texts and all the hanging out we do.  I even like that he CALLS.  My feelings are going to get hurt, I know, but can't help myself.