{Huh}

Interesting night.  Hung out with C after my half shift at work.  He text me to see if I was going to J's party. I said I didn't know, that I'd just gotten off work.  He said lets get something to eat. I also went shopping with him.  That was a new experience too since I haven't gone shopping with a guy since my ex-husband.  Anyway, after the stores closed he was driving me back to my place and asked if I wanted to go to Pitcher's.  I said sure but then he changed his mind; said he didn't want to get drunk.  Well, I have no idea then what to do on a Saturday night besides go to places that serve alcohol (in Aurora anyway).  We were gonna try a movie and I jokingly said on the way to it that if all else fails he can watch "Meet the Robinsons" with me.  Then he suggested we get a movie from red box and watch it.  After discussing how disgusting both our places were, I believed him when he said his was the worst and so we watched it at my place.  Nothing happened though, which is fine.  I know what I WON'T do with him haha!

It's just interesting because ever since we had the talk that we weren't going to start anything because we work together and because of H, we seem to be spending more time together. I'm not sure how it feels though.  Right now it does feel like just friends hanging out.  I think we all know though that women and men cannot be JUST friends.  That never works out.

My lead at work played this game with me the other day, naming two guys in our section and asking which one I'd sleep with of the two.  Only guys in our section were named. C was in my top 5 but I definitely know what I want and what I don't want.  I WON'T be sleeping with anyone unless I know they're mine and I won't be sharing them with anyone else.  I'm not looking for friends with benefits.  I'm looking for someone to hang out with, share experiences with, have FUN with.  I want someone I can snuggle with on the couch while watching a movie.  I'm NOT looking for a husband.  I refuse to settle for less.  So, we'll just see.

On another note, my place is filthy.  Haha!!