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Monday, December 17, 2012

{An interesting day...}

So, last night I heard from a friend that another friend potentially spoke bad about me. I'm not sure of the truth of this. It did bother me some (and still does) but I already know I'm going to ask her about it Thursday when she takes me to the airport. What I'm most unsure of is her response. If it's not true then that's great. If it is true, however, then what? How important to me is our friendship compared to what she said and if she truly believes what she said is true? I don't know. Is that sad that I'm unsure? What I can tell you is that she's a keep-her-feelings-to-herself-type-of-girl-until-she's-drunk. I thought we were kind of close, but if the rumor is true, then I guess we're not.  I guess I'll find out.

I can say, that's not been weighing too heavily on my mind throughout the day. I had work today and training. Although it really was me running the position; which is good! Anyway, so the guys I worked with are hilarious and I love them. I would ask if it's crazy to love your co-workers, but I already know the answer to that. The answer is, No! I'm with these people more than anyone else and, sure we have our moments where we may get on each others nerves, we take care of each other.  These people are the best (occasional rotten apple and all).

After work, I spoke with my mom and asked about my sister spending the holiday at my parents. My sister can be...hmm...quite sensitive. If anyone upsets her over any little thing, she'll decide to keep my niece and nephew with her. It hurts my heart that we have to walk on eggshells around her and can't just... be. Anyway, she says she'll be there bright and early Christmas morning after they have Christmas at their place (her and her BF just got an apartment and moved in it today). Immediately, my stomach clenched and I stressed about it. I want, more than anything, to see the looks on my my niece and nephews faces as they open their gifts.

So, I'm glad I went to the gym after speaking with my mom. I took my stress out on the elliptical, bike, and stair master. 55 minutes of cardio later and I feel so much better. I'm just not going to worry about it and just... be.  :)

Oh, navy sweater! How I love thee!



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