So, it's been 3 years since I've been in a valid relationship.
I feel awkward at it now. I won't lie, I had a rebound "relationship" for a year and a half after that relationship ended. I also attempted 2 relationships after the rebound but they were a bust.
So, today I get a text from a friend I use to work with asking me what I was doing this weekend. It took me forever to respond because I didn't know if he was serious about trying to get together. You know the type... "We should get together this weekend" and then never try to do anything about it. I didn't respond to it and then later got a text asking if I wanted to get together later and that's why he was asking.
Ugh. So, this guy in particular... I used to "date" his friend/old roommate. His friend was my rebound after a 3 year relationship ended. I knew I didn't want to have a relationship with his friend. It just was what it was.
So, I wasn't (and still am not) sure what this guy wants. I don't know if he's interested or if he really is just interested in being friends. What I do know is before my rebound, I completely would have been interested in this guy had I not already been in a relationship.
So, I was unsure if I wanted to hang out with him. I just didn't/don't know what he expects and i don't want to lead him on. He's super hot though. He's also about 10 years younger than me. 10 years. o_O
Anyway, I'm probably just reading more into than there really is. Being a girl about it and all.
I did have fun tonight though. It was good times.
He's also getting ready to deploy in May for another 6 months.
Oh, he's a Marine also.
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